live in reality...

be true to yourself...

accept the fact...

just keep it real...

When in doubt, don't buy it

When in doubt, don't eat it

When in doubt, don't marry him

When in doubt, don't watch it

When in doubt, throw it out

            ---Connie Cox

Now, when confused, Do you have to always say "don't"?

Do you have to say it's the end?

Can you differentiate confusions from doubts?

     This was an actual conversation last November 22, 2009 (started 2:00pm ended 5:00pm)

Bok2x:    Hi Bez!

Poknat:     Hello Bez!

Bok2x:    How are you? Where are you now?

Poknat:    I'm good, I'm here just chilling inside our house.

Bok2x:    Uhm, talaga? Hmmmm... Bez, san pala yung irereto mo sakin>

(Replied after 15 minutes. Poknat didn't know what to say. She never asked someone to go with her bestfriend on a date.)

Poknat:    Uhm Bez, medyo tagilid yata kasi halos lahat nd friends ko eh mey lablayp.

Bok2x:    Haaay! Pano kaya yun? I really want to spend some of my precious time going out with someone, and that should be a date. Like I Need to meet someone.... Urgent! Urgent!

Poknat:    Wala ka bang natitipuhan sa work mo?

Bok2x:    Wala eh.. *sad*

Poknat:    Ay! Are you in a rush ba? Hyper Dating Mode?

Bok2x:    Nyay! What do you mean by that?

Poknat:    You are like "Oh-so-in-a-rush-to-date-someone-right-there-right-now-mode"

Bok2x:    Ah yun pala yun...

Poknat:    Just wait bez, someone in the horizon will surely come... Just wait.

Bok2x:    What do you mean by wait?

Poknat:    Mag-antay ka lang, engot!

Bok2x:    Alam ko pero... Baka Santo na ko eh wala pa din dumating.

Poknat:    Di ka pa ba magpapahinga?

Bok2x:    ...................................

(Borlogs na siya, just in a snap! Na-frustrate kay Poknat at tinulugan na lang siya.)

Question:

1.   Do girls always ask if the guy is cute or not if they're going to date or meet someone?

2.    In relation to #1. If girls go for the looks in order for them to date someone, How would you tell them that the guy isn't, provided he is your bestfriend?

3.    Would you still ask someone to go on a date with your bestfriend?

Note: I don't usually go for the looks but ahwww....

Please! I'm in dire need of candid reactions, answers,etc...

Another Note Again:

Bok2x wont let go of this conversation. He'll keep trying to push the topic just to make sure Poknat will be rattled to do something...

I heart

some of my christmas wishlist:

I think we make our own decisions, i just think that fate sends us little signs, and it’s how we read the signs that determines whether we’re happy or not.

there are some things that keeps on bothering me this past few weeks....

it really bothers me a lot...

there comes a point that i really need someone whom i can talk and tell everything...

but then i decided to keep it...

and let me think about it and decide all by myself...

In decision making...

i think about the pros and cons...

the advantages and disadvantages...

and finally...

I've got an answer/solution/decision to that effin thing that 's keeps on bothering me...

and i know whatever that decision is....

im doin things right...

the best for me....

and it will makes me happy

     (Someone passed by, "Ang ganda mo te, babaeng babae.")

Geez, still wondering whenever  transexuals pass by i always feel like having my head 360 degrees over them. Like woah, now that's science. And woah, how much does it cost them for the boobies, butts, etc. And woah, really then, She's not a girl... (biting my fist!)

And woah, ang ganda lang talaga nila kaya nakabighani at buti pa sila di iiwan.. waaaah... bakit kaya?